so as the thought of moving to san fran has come up i've come to the conclusion that maybe it is a time for a change. even if only for a while. life is amazing right now. but i have so much more to give than being stuck in a rut in one place. i feel somewhat trapped and comfortable- almost content.

i'm working on my full length album for "theHOPEsymphony"
as of right now the title and album is a summation of all that i have learned the past couple of months. with the stages of grief (which i can finally say i have reached the end of) but i thought it necessary to reflect on the ideas to solidify the thoughts.

"This Fire in my Lungs, This Uneasy Feeling of Desolation"
1. Loss of Words
2. The Fault Line
3. The Silent Exchange of Words
4. The Grave. The Lake. The Confessional
5. An Unfamiliar Warmth
6. The Reconstruction of Glass Castles
7. Hope in the Eyes of an Orphan

i am done with 3 tracks (or at least for the most part) but hopefully i can finish this off before the summer. it seems most of my friends are going through a lot of different stresses.

life is good. not in a sarcastic way. life is amazing and although trials come and go, it always works out for the best. this past week has been amazing. i have forgotten how amazing it is to meet new people and break out of my comfort zone.